So last week I actually put on weight. I was really angry with myself but thats in the past now. I tried to be as good as i could this week and I guess tomorrow we will see how that went.

Having said that I dont think I can mentally handle another bad week. I know I will just loose all motivation and go back to my old ways.

I have a really hard time with "tracking" what I eat and this is going to sound really silly but i think i actually have figured out a way to make myself do it. I need a smaller handbag... At the moment i acutally use a GIANT GIANT nappy bag as a hand bag ( dont worry its designer and doesnt actually look like a nappy bag) and i can never be fucked searching thru it to find by book or my points calculator...

so i brought myself a new small handbag (also a good excuse for a new handbag)

Last weekend i was a bitch... ill admit it... I dont want to name names in case this  ever got into the wrong hands but i was a bad bad bad girl with someone i knows boyfriend, well nothing that bad but you know...anything you do or even imply doingwith ur friends boyfriend is bad.

yes its the girl who i despise at the moment